'Ofc'
"I realized that the bright, orderly world of my childhood had slipped away, not with a single event but through a slow, unrelenting dissolution. What once seemed secure and full of meaning now appeared fragile, hollow, a facade that had cracked and crumbled. There was no going back. I could no longer find solace in simple beliefs or the warmth of innocence, for those things had become foreign to me, their purity tainted by the knowledge of life’s chaos and brutality.
I stood at the edge of a new world, one marked not by light but by shadow, not by certainty but by doubt. And yet, this new world did not welcome me—it consumed me. The innocence I had lost left not freedom but a void, a cold and empty space where once there had been unthinking joy. To awaken is not always to ascend; sometimes it is only to fall, to become aware of the abyss into which we are all inevitably drawn."
